Sunday, December 06, 2009
Sun, 6th

Hi.
Common test is like a week away,
Still, instead of worrying, i'm looking forward to holidays.

Attending lectures is a pathetic routine,
cos' nothing gets into my brain. I really mean nothing.
I'm 100% lacking of motivation.
Need something or someone to motivated me.
Screw s'pore education system thanku

Plus for the past week i've been getting to school late.
I'm getting lazier by the day.
Gotta stop giving up and start pushing myself

But on the brighter side,
Only have 3 papers for CT and randomly had

steamboat for dinner with ys the other night. I like.

(P.s. cassandra, lose weight pls)

Not to forget, Happy brithday to Huibing beany(6th)!!!

I really have no idea why i update my blog for, just can't bear to delete this space. Opps :x

( 8:33 AM)

Monday, November 30, 2009
Nov, 30th

Don't worry, I'm used to it
When you look into my eyes, i'm afraid you'll notice that i'm worn out inside

( 2:57 PM)

Saturday, November 28, 2009
Sun, 29th

No words used.
Just thinking. Just dreaming.
Guide me with your embrace and warmth
as every minute drags me back to life and reality
and away from everything i've ever dreamed of
- No one would ever know the amount of emotions i've locked within

Day at town on fri
Christmas lights, plannings for Dec,
walking around bugis with a s'pore map acting like tourists,
and especially the visit to the art museum..
The colours, the shading, the pictures, the paintings, art is truly amazing.
I think i honestly can never hate art or get sick of it.
One heck of an awesome day.

Had lunch with Ys when i just got up from bed

and spent my evening watching movies on the laptop
I always look forward to weekends,
but i always end up wasting them by not doing anything productive

Anyway the point of this post is that I just wanna announce that I....
Seriously x 100000000 can't wait for December hols.
Plus how can you not love Christmas?
But am still wondering how i'm gonna spend xmas this year, sigh

(Rants: Shouldn't have convinced myself that everything would work out just fine. Maybe i should just give up and start failing and they'll transfer me out of the school? Yes i know I should stop dreaming. Thanks cassandra, you can never be satisfied like this.

( 1:53 AM)

Saturday, November 21, 2009
Nov, 21st

Updates:

Thursday -
Grocery shopping at fairprice.

Friday -
Had the most craphole day at school ever..
Thanks, jael, daiyu and flor, seriously.
But the surprise BBQ in the night was goood!
Too much food though. Eleaborate on it when i get the pics.
p.s. Hope you like it karine!

Saturday -
Had the most suckish mood in the morning..
But everything got better after heading over to Ys's place.
So decided to stay for the night. Spent the night laughing at Ys's nonsense.
Went for the flea in the afternoon.
I think i took cab one too many times that day, only within a few hours.
I'm already broke as hell, thanks a lot.

Bye - i've got to figure out how to..
complete my pile of work,
plan a date for my project,
study and revise (which i can't be bothered to do, cos' i hate my course),
pack my room, and get enough rest,
all by tonight.

( 3:02 AM)

Friday, November 20, 2009
Nov, 20th

I'd do the same for you, I'm a nerd, really. A big fat nerd.
Buy me a chocolate bar and let me lay there while i sort my thoughts out.
I think it's just me thinking too deep into things.. i just thought you'd do the same for me.

( 8:28 PM)

Monday, November 16, 2009
Mon, 16th

( 2:55 AM)

Friday, November 13, 2009
Fri, 13th

(Px' bday was filled with lots of pictures)

; When you know no one is watching you,
When you know no one has your back,
When no one senses you when you're around,
you silently allow yourself to fall apart,
but subconsciously you know you still have
a choice to pull yourself together.

The weather's been pretty good, only that i had to walk under the rain to get home.
Suck to have to count down the days to a new year, sometimes i can't wait for the world to end.
Yes a very pessimistic statement to make. I'm not catching anything for any of my modules
So preparing to screw Sem2 up so badly. Still thinking of shopping & movies..

p.s.} 30th - thankyou

( 10:27 PM)